| The Prom Kings!!!! |
[25 Jun 2005|01:11pm] |
Download The Prom Kings New Song
http://www.threekingsdbc.com/audio/Birthday_radio_mp3.mp3
Also their album comes out August 2nd.
I know im Buying it. You should too!!!
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| BACK from my COOL trip |
[12 Jun 2005|11:41pm] |
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WOO HOO! Colorado was a fucking BLAST! We got there, Thursday night around 10 pm at Comfort Inn and it was so hard to Sleep cuz the beds were so UNcomfortable. Comfort Inn My ass!!! anyways in the morning, we went to McDonalds and then to the Raft Masters place and packed our bags well, got sleeping bags, tents, and stuff and put them in water protecting bags. Then we drove for an hour and finally got dropped off by the water. It took another hour and a half for them to put our gear on the rafts. So in that time we were there chilling in the RAIN! and then we set sail... lol it was one raft with gear and the raft guide, Matt, was guiding that one, then Auntie, Austin, Katie, and I were with te raft guide Betsy, she was the coolest. Then Melissa, Mom, Grandma, and Kerri were with Raft Guide, Dave. We learned how to paddle good and went through some rapids. Then we stopped for lunch and then left again, after a while we got to camp. Me and Austin went fishing alot, he caught two fish and accidently let them go. lol. we had steak and potatoes for dinner and smores. then we slept in our COMFORTABLE and I mean it was nice... Sleeping bags in our Cool tents. The next day was the same just bigger rapids and then we we got to camp I felt sick so i slept the whole day and night, then Today was the last day and there were HUGE rapids and we went down the royal Gorge Holy Shit was it AWESOME! I got so soaked. Well im home and need a shower. So ill talk to you LATER!
YAH!!!!!!!!!
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| Good bye.... for a few days |
[08 Jun 2005|10:57pm] |
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Ill Be in Colorado enjoying River Rafting while you lazy Computer Nerds are reading this... HAHAHAHA
I am funnY! Jk. So Ill update when I come back. hahaha
See yall!
Ariel
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| My LJ is Lonely |
[03 Jun 2005|07:30pm] |
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My Live Journal Is Lonely, On account of I never write in it. How Sad. Anyways, Nothing much going on, Just hanging out with Vince and Matt T. There are too many damn matts. Ugh. Anyways, I really like matt, and Yeah, we are slowly working on going out. See, Ive liked him for a while and he's known that. But, I went to his Graduation Party And got drunk kinda, and it was me vince matt and two of his friends that were dating. And we played spin the bottle and the bottle kept landing on me, it made me mad, cause all i wanted was Matt. I told vince he cant touch my lips. LOL Anyways, me and matt only Pecked. Ah well, It gets better. I spent the night there, Nothing happend though And i told them that I wasnt going to do anything. well after that, I was so scared to call matt, but like 3 or 4 days later i did anyways and said that my sister wanted to meet his brother, so like 2 days after that, Missy met Luke. and everyday after that we talked on the phone, no big deal. Well one night I was at work and he calls. He knew i was working, so he left a message, me being a dumbass had to check it so i went in the Restroom and it said, "Hey Ariel, When your on break or get off work or whenever you get a chance, call me, I have something I want to ask you." I couldnt concentrate At ALL at work so i got let off early. And then i called him, wanna know what the guy askes, "Are you, uh, um... *speaks really fast* Horny?" im Like "OMG WAT!?!?!?!" And hes all "Yeah You heard me correct, Horny" I said, "What? No! OMG I cannot believe you asked that. You Caught me way off gaurd, sorry im not." He goes, "I am, Soo Horny." My nickname to him is HornyMan, cuz he is always horny, and letting everyone know. Well, umm Sometime later that week or so, I went over to his house, He called me up saying he was horny and wanted me over, I told him im not doing anything like fucking him though. So i went over and we talked while he was there Horny, in his underwear, and yeah. Then he goes "My bathroom doesnt have a lock so im always scared that my brothers or the twins will bust in when im taking a piss." "Uh, ok..." I said. He then said, "I want to take a shower" He runs to the bathroom and im like speechless cuz he is leaving me outside, bored. And he opens the door, I thought he was naked but he had his underwear on, and says, "Having fun?" I look at him like WTF? and he goes in the shower. I was SO tempted to open the door and go in the shower with him, and i was close to doing it, But im chicken, Blah. He gets out and he is only in a towel and we talk somemore about how i was going to go in there, he said he was expeciting me to and wanted me to, so i said i shoulda and he says "Well i can always hop back in" I was all "No its fine", *rolls eyes* Then i walked into his room and sat his bed, (I have been planning to Make out with him for a while.) and I knew he would walk in. SO... He comes in and I stand up and he lays down saying he is SOOOOOO Horny, and so I sit RIGHT NEXT TO HIM. Haha, and he was all "Omg your not making it any better. Horny Horny, DIRTY THOUGHTS" I told him to tell me some LOL! He was getting hornier by the second, He reaches by his bed and shows me condoms, I said "NO I told you No cuz we arent even going out." Well I grabbed his hands and said "Hey Matt" He looks and I start making out with him. We made out for a good, umm 10 minutes maybe, But then My sister called my cell phone, and i had to go pick her up. I felt kinda bad leaving matt there with him hornier then hell, but oh well. Umm. So when was it, uh.... well we continued talking on the phone, and then i went to the movies with vince on tuesday I think or sunday god i dont remember, Anywho... Then Wednesday Vince came by to show me his new car, and he drove us to smiths, to bug Matt. So me vince and matt decided we were going to go see a movie after matt got off work, well Vince dropped me back off at home and I was reading to make time pass, I needed to call matt at 9. But instead i get a call around 8:45 and its matt saying he didnt want to go to see a movie, I was bummed when he said this but we all still hung out, we met matt at smiths (vince picked me up) and sat in the parking lot for like 30 mins trying to decide what to do, when we hear Vince's Cell phone ringing in his Pants, he answers it and its his friend Michelle. She said to meet her at hastings and she was with her friends, Who turned out to be one of mine and Kims bestfriends in 5th grade, Stephanie Barton. Well, Stephanie turns out to be HIGHLY Bi and has a boyfriend and Matt Bought porn for her (he is the only 18 year old). We sat out in the hastings parking lot looking at the porn, It was hilarious. They left so Matt Called Travis and he said he was at Wendys, so we went to wendys. Then Travis Had to leave and we went to IHOP. yes It was TIGHT! Then After we ate and wat not, we were walking out and Matt was MAD flirting with me, Vince said, "Why dont you guys go out already" and we were quiet, and then, Vince drove off without me and so Matt drove me home. *Sigh* I like Matt alot... But im also scared to have a boyfriend. We talk on the Phone everyday, for hours at a time. In some ways I miss Ray. I dont Know wat to do. Lol the other day we were on the phone and matt was horny again, haha it was pretty funny!!! haha well thats about all in my life. But I concider Vince and Matt my new best guy friends, and Sommer Katie Courtney and Michele My Best gal Pals!!!
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| fucking a i wanna die |
[06 Feb 2005|09:20pm] |
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V-day is coming up and like ALWAYS... I have NO ONE! thats why i hate this FUCKING holiday... by the way if you guys cant fucking tell i am MAJORLY depressed and i wanna DIE! For reals... not a Joke... last year i was like this and shit... listing to metal and wanting to die... hot topic was my home... then summer came and everything was different its like the sun came out... i was listing to EVERYTHING... rap, pop, disney, punk, rock, watever and then now i just have een pushed and pushed away into this dark corner abyss and i wanna go away... bury me in a hole of hatred... please i dont wanna see the sun... I wanna leave... I wanted to cut today... but didnt cuz its stupid. And do you wanna know wat pushed me further this time, it was Tim, the one who said he would call me and we could hang the one who said he liked me since the first day he saw me and the one who said i was so cute... BULL SHIT!!!! HES A FUCKING ASS SO IS EASTON AND MATT! Fucking all go to hell and die. im going to go hide away in my bed now... bye
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[04 Feb 2005|03:15pm] |
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Sorry... guy took our comp to fix it... anywho... I went to the compound last night and omg that was so much fun seeing my friends bands play! yeah anyways... alot of people were there... i almost got sucked into a marsh pit... me and courtney had alot of fun... LOL yeah well anyways. Tim is sso cute he was going to ask me out last night but he couldnt go to the compound cuz he had to pick up his g-ma from the airport. well i best be off to school Love Yall!
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[01 Feb 2005|06:45pm] |
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So last night I was working and right ofter I explained to court and Michelle how i DIDNT want a boyfriend for a while then i got moved up to reg and I see Easton and Blacksmith. Tim, their friend, was with them too. I met tim once at Checkers cuz easton drove by and saw me and pulled up and we chatted for a bit. Well easton last night tells me... hey my friend thinks your cute... and i was all yea right, and hes all i am serious... And I was all i dont believe you your probably fucking with me. and hes all talk to him... and i walked off to do salads. And then like I get off work and i get a text from eastons phone and it says hey this is tim and i was all hey i just got off work and hes all you should come over to matts house maybe we can hook up and i was all i cant its already ten on a school night and then courtney took my phone and texted him saying.... if you really wanna get with me then come to dions and then like 10 mins later it says Im here... and hes walking up to the door and stuff omg and I was sitting with michelle courtney and andrea and he comes by and court introduces everyone and he looks at me and i am like BRIGHT red cuz we thought they wouldnt show and he looks at me and says, Hey i really do think your cute. and i was all ok well thanx *blush* and hes all why didnt you think i did i was all well i thought easton and matt were fucking around with me. and Hes all no and i kept looking at michelle and Court and andrea and they were giggling and making me blush harder and then he goes and says, I have liked you since the first day i saw you. I was like OMG i wanted to cry and court goes I think we should leave you two alone... and they walk outside and are blowing kisses and stuff and Im like oh god im so embarassed, seriously i have never been that embarassed anyways and hes all so you have to go home soon and i was all yeah and hes all oh and i was all i bet my mom is going to be calling me here soon and hes all yeah well do you want my number i was all yeah and so i got the number in my phone and then my mom called and was all are you eating? I was all yeah and then after i hung up with her he was all are you in trouble? and I was all no and hes all ok good. well i will call you ok? i was all well not tonight cuz i gotta go to bed. and hes all ok and i gave him a hug goodbye... and OMG he smells SOOOOOOOOO good. *sigh* I mean nothing can compare to how good he smelt. But I really dont want a boyfriend and Guys suck... Hes making me like him... by saying all those cute sweet things and smelling so good. OMG its like rape me now... Jk anyways but yeah. maybe i should just try it with him... I mean hes way better then matt at least he could talk to me in person and stuff and WOW! well he said hed call me today but i dun think he will... im gonna be suprised. Anyways so this morning i woke up extreamly late... lets try 8:30!!!!! Damn... I missed first block and like 30 mins of 2nd... haha... anywho i'll see yall later!!!
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[30 Jan 2005|11:14am] |
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so yeah that whole thing with Matt went down the tubes... and on the worst day of my life too. So Friday this is exactly how my day went. I woke up LATE and so i was rushing out of the house... and my mom stayed home sick and well i was driving to school and all of a sudden I get pulled over by abrazo and chessman. I was like WTF did i do cuz i was going the speed limit so i called my mom and told her i got pulled over and wat nt and the cop tells me its cuz i didnt stop at the stop sign. But i did. Wat ever... anyways so i was all ok today is going to suck i started crying i got to school liuke 20 mins late but they excused my tardy BECAUSE i had a ticket... i cried again... then i get into 1st block it wasnt too bad except the fact the everyone knew cuz I texted three people in that class telling them why i was late so everyone laughed at me when i got in. The only one concerned really was Leigh he texted me asking if i was ok... and not to feel sad. Well then i go to Second and i stop by and say hi to matt and he was acting weird and all his friends were looking at me so i felt weird. So i go to Dance class and wat not and it was correography day and i thought it was going to be fun and exciting... well i get in there and Amber a girl from my group starts acting like she knows Everything in the world and makes me even more mad and she doesnt stop so i told that group that i wasnt going to do that dance and i was going to do a solo and i really ment it and Nikki comes up to me and says you really need to come back... its been a LONG week... i was all well its been a long day so watever shes all yeah right i was all you try getting pulled over... yeah she shut up after that so i went back with the group and told them not to mess with me. And they did... so i said i wouldnt be with them next friday... they got mad but watever. so next is Acting and we had to do our scenes and i thought i had mine good and memorized but i lost it all when i got up there... If my day wasnt so shitty i would have done better so our scene was done and i was all ok the worst is over... but it really wasnt i was called into the AP's office and i was waiting there wondering why i was in there. And then finally he calls me back and i was really confussed and he gave me a candy... Mr Joice is REALLY nice. I dont see why everyone hates him. Anyways and he gives me ASD cuz i was tardy 10 minutes to my first block class like last week and i was... but i didnt know that counted for an unexcused absence... So i have ASD on thursday... so i walk out to lunch crying and Ky and Dave are wondering wats the matter and i tell them evertyhing to this point then i turn around and Chris Coan got jumped by manual chavez and he was on the ground spitting up blood it was gross so anyways i go up to allison and she is with alex and kelley and i tell her that i now had ASD and alex is all flirting with her and i felt all alone... even though i HAD a boyfriend he wasnt there... and I just wanted to be held so badly. But of course i had no one, and this is not bashing on allison cuz i love her dearly. Anyways so i walk sadly to humanties and i thought ok this is going to be better but then i text matt cuz i was thinking of how he really isnt close to me like at the fire drill i was leaning on him and he really didnt do anything but STAND there..and he never had a conversation with me... I mean It was like boring so i told him i didnt want a boyfriend on top of stress. He said he was thinking the same too cuz we never saw eachother... which is BULL SHIT! cuz we saw eachother alot... so yeah and then I go to work and my manager damian was being a major ass. And then he realized that i wasnt feeling well and asked wat was arong and i was practically in tears and i said i had the worst night of my life... and then i was quiet and he goes... Oh... well i'm sorry i ws being an ass to you.. i feel bad now... i was all its fine. and he walked away.. So i went home and my intention was to talk to cole online but since my night sucked i was tired so i got home and went to bed. So yesterday was better i tried to make it better I woke up just in time to get ready for work and without an alarm clock and I got there at 10 and worked till 4... and matt showed up and I didnt speak a word to him... he didnt try to either. So michelle got mad at that and Me and hulem were PISSED off cuz he was over on ovens and My and Hulem and Peaches need to get trained b4 him... cuz Peaches first and then Hulem and then Me. Me and Hulem agree on that. We were so pissed off. Anyways... and finally 4 comes around and i get home... I texted Easton... we talked about stuff it sucked but then my mom said that we were going to go to the movies so i sat there eating my sub from Dions and then cleaned the bathroom and took a Shower. Then we were going to go to the dollar theater and it was sold out so we went home and we stopped at a store and I got kenny a sticker that said U GO GURL and we stopped by his house and I went in and like no one was there. So yeah but me and Mom rented movies so i had to go home and watch movies with her and we rented The Termanal, Sleepover, and The Village. Yeah i fell asleep through The Village so yea I went to bed But while we were watching movies Matt texted me saying... why did you realy want it over so I told him because he was acting weird and couldnt talk to me... and stuff and hes all yeah i dunno why i was acting like that. and I was all well i guess its just like every other guy i like they all treat me like shit... and hes all i know im sorry but one day youll find a guy who wont and i was all yeah right and he kept mentioning how he wants me back I told him I cant believe you would do anything anyway... and i stopped giving second chances after ray screwed up 3 times and i told you i refuse t get with anyone elso cuz no i wont have a chance cuz there is no point in bothering, there is no such thing as love, its just a word that causes emotion and makes people hurt, its a word that is full of expectations that are never met. well wat ever to him. Then he texts me this morning and woke me up and he said do you wanna know why i was acting like that i was all yeah and hes all cuz i thought you were leading me on and I was all ah ok well wat ever obviously you didnt trust my decision and every one of those texts i sent you about how i like you so yeah i wouldnt have said yes of course when you asked me if it was official if i didnt like you but wat ever. Ahyways hes stupid. God... well Today my katie might come over.. and were getting a CD burner its SO exciting I cant wait.. and Oh i go to work tonight at 5... woo hoo... ok see yaLL!
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| Official!~ |
[26 Jan 2005|08:38pm] |
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Me and Matty are now BF/GF exciting!!! yey!!!!! well yeah anyways I gotsa go just wanted to tell yall!!! oh yeah and we saw White noise... it scared the fucking shit outta me!!!!!!!!!!
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| life Its great |
[24 Jan 2005|09:03pm] |
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Yeah so life is great. I definatly met a WONDERFUL guy this time. OMG he texts me last night and we stayed up till 3am!!! At first I was all omg you are so adorable and he is no you are more then me and I was all No... and we "argued" about that and he texts back saying you know i would never argue about ANYTHING to you in real life. and I was all Aww thats sweet just like you... and hes all no your sweeter and that went on for a long time back and forth then he says I cant understand how you are single... i was all why and he was all you are perfect in every way! lol hehehe yeah so me and him are probably going to go to the movies tomorrow and see white noise.. I hope it scares me since i dont get scared easy... yeah well I dunno cuz my mom might not let me since I went home sick today and didnt go to work... I seriously felt like i was going to hurl in Dance... wanna know a weird thing... Matt He left school early too and it was the same time i did.... weird... and he felt sick too... poor baby... anyways.. the time i WAS at school was so fun! lol Me and kenny traded phones for the day... It was great!!! Lol yeah well i am going to go know... prob play my game cube!!! hehehee Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hey guys i know that I havent been on here in a long time but Seriously Greatest journal is better... much Better.. its all free for everything. I suggest it! Anywho so not Much has been going on... Did you guys miss me? I am so sorry i have been gone for so long... here is my GJ link. www.greatestjournal.com/users/xxsnickerszx So last Night was cool i got off work and kelly met me at dions and we went to the movies. We went and saw coach carter. We go in for free cuz I know people who work there. Yeah anyways then she spent the night. And I had a Dream about bryan... I really dont want to get into that dream, But anyways and i woke up and kelly went home and Now i am sitting here. yey!... Just kidding.. ugh i dun wanna work today but oh wells. Itll be cool i guess. I cant wait for school tomorrow. Oh i found out a Most valuable peice of information. And I will try my best to make it work. Anyways... here is something for all LJ to enjoy!
This is the secret Make Out gameIm pretty sure everyone on here wants to make out with @least one person on Live Journal. ..So here are the rules. If you want to make out with me..:p reply
But you must repost this if you wanna see who wants to make out with you...the game is on
Dam..we're going to have one of these things for everything!
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| Wow.. This is wat happend |
[07 Nov 2004|10:02am] |
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Ok wow i havent been on here in a while I am always on Greatest journal. I suggest to all of you to get a greatest journal it way better then this. If you do get greatest journal Add me My user name Is xxsweet_peaxx just comment and tell me who you were on LJ. Yeah well this is wat happend so I broke up with ray FOR GOOD. Fucking ass hole. Then he tried to stallk me. I could have like 3 other guys but i like one who i want to go out with but he is difficult and stuff. His name Is leigh I call him hottleigh. the guy i could go out with would be Aaron who is a senior and has a hott lip ring. omg and then Robbie which i liked a little while i was with ray but i dunno. And then Chris C which I wanted to go to homecoming with when me and ray were on a break. But.. Yeah I dunno. So go on GJ i update everyday there and its Better then this LJ shit. believe me and the things you gotta pay here are FREE there. So yeah!
~*Ariel*~
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I cant live without him and i can tell he loves me yes im back with him... its weird.. yea we care about eachother way more now... we both learned a lesson yeah its cool.. um yeah i dunno the end.!
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I AM CUTE SINGLE AND I AM NOT PREGNANT.... I DONT THINK ANYWAY... yeah Anywho.... blahness the End!!!
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Yeah well heres the Thing Me and Him keep fighting and Its Not good cuz we break up and then get back together and I think i am becoming more and More Depressed I need Help You guys... I mean I love him so much... we did some stuff like we Fucked he was my first he took my virginity and I might be pregnant... Yeah so thats not good. I have been feeling really sick and tired latley. Ray says He loves me But i dunno... Yes He know about the I might be Preg thing... hes worried too but not as much as me... I am worried wat his parents will think of me I mean they loved me so much but if i get preg from ray then they will be really dissapointed and also His aunt will hate me i mean his aunt disliked the fact that i have my belly button peirced i mean Geez... so Yeah I will be kicked outa my dads House and i will have to live with my aunt or My best friend Kim cuz my mom is too poor... My mom will be disapointed in me but she will support me. I will have to go to independance High school and that Sux cuz I want to have a good senior year next year... Like prom and cheerleading and stuff... and that cant happen if i am you know wat... It would be really awkward having a kid... I mean One of my friends is preg right now and My friends sis had a baby when she was 18 but i am 16.. So is My friend that is preg right now... I mean it sux for us. I am taking a test monday... Ray is going to be waiting with me... I want him to be the first to know if i am or not. Oh and If i am Kim promised that she would get pregnant if i was. So yeah thats cool I guess I just Dont wanna Be alone thru this. Ya know... Its Scary. Sorry i havent Updated in a while... I have been meaning too its just i only get 2 hours a day online cuz i am grounded. It sux. But yeah so thats all I guess! yeah Umm Bye!
~*Ariel*~
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Lets Just say yeah.... Stuff happend between me and ray! and I love it. I love Him and I want him forever... OMG i love him so much... :P
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Saturday- Well I dunno wat to do... Kenny Is sooo pissed at me and I TRIED to fix it the best i can. Then ray is mad at me about yesterday when i was talking with jos about that night... well yeah so he isnt talking to me anymore... It might be over... I dun want it to be... but i swear this shit always happends... i cant take the pain.... i swear it would be easier if i moved away... no one would care... esp. ray.. I was texting him and I was all i am crying now I am sorry i really am, and hes all who cares if your crying... I was all well if you dun care then you obviously dun love me and you lied when you told me you did, then he never answered back and i wa all see if you dun love me why are you still with me... he never wrote back so i dunno wat to do and kenny keeps saying HE HATES ME SOOO MUCH!!! yeah so hmmm im just a fuck up... let me go and forget me!
Monday- I wanna die... so yeah i dunno.... Ray hates me and Im going .... Bye
Me and Ray are over... he said i was flirting with kenny... but w/e... he can go suck a nut... geezes cripes... i swear... yeah so I dunno... he was asking if i wanted the things i gave him back and that hurt REALLY bad... then i said no... cuz duh its his... i gave it to him, im not an indian giver... but w/e and hes all well i am going to throw them away, so that hurt worse but i was pissed and i stoped crying cuz I was too angery... i was like fuming.. and i told him to Fuck off... yeah Grrness.. so i am gunna eat dinner now.! yeah Byeness!!
Went over to kennys, 4 wheeled and umm... played 007... went got ice cream (big mistake on all of it.)
Tuesday- I know I shouldnt have gone over to kennys yesterday... I just wanted to get my mind off crying... I am sorry... I love ray. and When i was with kenny... we didnt do anything... at all! So dun think we did... I had fun yes, but if i were with ray it would have been 110% better. And all i thought about was ray, ray ray ray ray ray and how much i love him and miss him... it took alot not to cry... When i was on the 4 wheeler, i was all thinking, if i were with ray, we could stop right here and it would be a good make out spot... yeah and when me and kenny were playing 007 (i really didnt wanna but watever i sucked bad at games anyway...) I was all hmm it kinda reminds me of when ray plays counterstrike (and ray you are supposed to teach me how to play that and halo i asked you if you would... so dont get mad about the game thing cuz i do wanna play with you... oh and NFSU cuz i like to race...)and when me and kenny went to DQ i almost did cry. Cuz I went to DQ with Ray and his dad... and I got a Reeses PB cup blizzard. Thats wat i got and i remembered Ray and then Everything else...Last night when i got home ray was mad cuz i was with kenny... I AM SOOOOOO SORRY.... I was so sorry i wanted to prove i love him so i snuck outta my house to see him and stop him from doing something stupid..., my mom caught me though... so i am grounded for a month. Thats how much i care... But today at school i thought ray didnt wanna talk to me so i wasnt planning on it... but as soon as i saw him i started balling... couldnt stop crying thinking it was all over... I love him soo much... *cries* well he texted asking me in 1st why i didnt talk to him... I said i didnt think he wanted me to... well after 1st and before 2nd i saw him in the hall and he came up to me and i started crying... he gave me a hug and just held me... I knew everything wasnt better but it was a start... he told me everything will be ok, He told me not to cry. I couldnt help it... i love him too much. well for the rest of the day he was with me and we were... ok... i guess... well i wanted a kiss but he wouldnt kiss me. So i dunno... I want everything back to the begining... when me and him were perfect. I LOVE YOU RAY PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT!!!!!
On a happier note... I bought the movie Thirteen Today!!! I love that movie so much. Its about 13 yr olds stealing and cutting and smoking and drugging and fucking and peircing... Yeah... ummness.... ugh i got cramps.... owwweeeee stupid time o' the month.... urg... i cant wait to get my flip phone...eee.... anyway... i am gunna go... so yeah Bye....
I love you ray so please remember that...!!!!
~*Ariel*~
Today- I think that me and Ray are going to be Just fine... I hope... i really do... yeah well uh... Today's events well this morning i went up to ray and he wouldnt hug me so i asked him why and urg... longness of the storyness... yeah well at the end of the day (after another lunch of crying) we texted in 4th and i gave him a ride home... Yeah he gave me a kiss and it realy suprised me cuz i wasnt expecting it. I felt so loved again. But then after an hour he texted asking if e could go see shannon... i was all like dating? and hes all no and i was all go ahead just dun kiss and hes all why i was all cuz its cheating... hes all you got to and i was all I DIDNT CHEAT i love you soo much. And then... yeah hes all well i dont want to make things worse... urgness... I wanna die.... my head is pounding.. i just finished watching Thirteen (the bestest movie...) and eating green chile cheese chicken enchiladas... yeah they were good... but now i feel sick... Cramps hurt and i am gunna take a shower.!!! BYENESS!!!
~*Ariel*~ (I LOVE YOU RAY!!!)
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I dunno why i bother updating anymore... no one reads it or comments....
ok so last night i had one of the worst dreams in my life. Ok... well i was at my dads house and me and him got in a big fight about something i dun even remember wat... but my dad was all Go get your passport... i am shipping you out of the US... i was all where too (i was hoping italy) and hes all i dunno. So i was all Fuck this im going to live with mom... and hes all go ahead. So then i went to school and ray texted me and was all i am sick of your bullshit. I was all whaT? wat did i do? and hes all you are a baby and i want to be with other girls. I was all wat? no... and hes all yes... its over... so i was crying all at school and i went to trig and i sat next to robert like alwayz and hes all wats wrong and i was all my b/f just dumpped me and hes all ahh... well im here... and he gave me like a hug and winked at me. I was all ummm.... ok... and then like all that day i was trying not to look at ray. And then i went back home (at my dads(and he was being nice.)) well i went in the backyard cuz my sis's friends were over and it was weird cuz they were actually being cool. and then my dad was all talking to me but i wasnt really listening cuz rays house was across from our back yard and his parents were leaving and ray was standing out there in his doorway and i was all i wonder why they have 2 houses... and then my dad was all clean up the street with all of the papers... well i forgot my cell phone in the house so i knew ray was going to text me. So i ran inside and sure enough there was a text message... I thouhgt it was going to say i want you back i am sorry but it said guess wat i have a girl here... i got mad so i walked across the street and i got there and there was no girl... well it was officially over and so the next day at school i told everyone he broke up with me... Yeah it was a really sad dream...
Anywho... Real life... Ray is pissed at me, kenny is pissed at me, kim WAS pissed at me but now isnt... Ummm thats about all!~
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